THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON.

I just sat here and wrote a long ass blog. Describing damn near every fuckin thought in My head.  I even...confessed feelings for someone in My life.  I mean...I spoke..straight from the fuckin heart..truth.

I spoke of parts of Me I haven't shared with many.

And while proofing it.

I deleted every fuckin word.

Not ready to be that naked.

I will say this;  I'm tired of doing the right thing.  Playing the game by the rules.  And...still having to fight...for peace.

I take so much shit from folks.  I've been hurt by so many..and those same folks...come back and ask for Me to forgive and us still....remain...cool.  And...I do that.  And as they talk about how they hate being treated..the exact way they treated Me....I scream inside.  And then I do...what I'm supposed to do.  Forgive...move on...and let shit go.

And just when My life is going smooth.

Here comes some bullshit.

Yeah...I'll get thru it.

but damn.

Why do I have to deal with it in the first place.

I'm on the dark side of the Moon.

dealing.

I fuckin hate.....

dealing.