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Tuesday, January 10, 2012
FEELINGS...NOTHING MORE THAN FEELINGS
I will forever be confused...
How we as Human Beings want to be understood. How we want others to take our feelings into consideration.
And...it really shouldn't be a gender issue.
Both...Male and Female...have feelings.
If...I care...and I am asked to do something for someone... I have a choice to do it or not. If I do...do it... I...Me...personally... will do it with quality and caring.
If...I ask.. I guess...I expect the same.
But is it a crime...to expect a certain level of....caring from a person you request something from?
Does that...diminish who you are? or..does that make you less of a woman or man?
Ok.. I ask for someone to give Me a dollar. Now...there are two ways to give that dollar. You can say "here"...and hand it to Me. or.. You can throw it at Me and say..."here". Its all in the delivery. Cause trust Me...if ya throw it at Me... I'm givin it back no matter how much I may need it.
Its really funny, how we...as humans... blame others...because others....have feelings. They make people feel that feeling...is a bad thing.
But...when the other side of a person comes out...then they are uncaring...violent...evil...heartless.
So....where do you go? What do you do?
You're like Michael Jackson hanging on the wire pole singing.."You can't win".
If a person brings up something they feel strongly about...its because...they "feel" strongly about that thing.
instead of mocking them...for feeling.
Feel with them... like you'd want them to feel with you...and your feelings.
Last time I read... a Human body with no feelings... is a Zombie.
and y'all know damn well...
Izzz...hates Zombies. hahahahaa
How we as Human Beings want to be understood. How we want others to take our feelings into consideration.
And...it really shouldn't be a gender issue.
Both...Male and Female...have feelings.
If...I care...and I am asked to do something for someone... I have a choice to do it or not. If I do...do it... I...Me...personally... will do it with quality and caring.
If...I ask.. I guess...I expect the same.
But is it a crime...to expect a certain level of....caring from a person you request something from?
Does that...diminish who you are? or..does that make you less of a woman or man?
Ok.. I ask for someone to give Me a dollar. Now...there are two ways to give that dollar. You can say "here"...and hand it to Me. or.. You can throw it at Me and say..."here". Its all in the delivery. Cause trust Me...if ya throw it at Me... I'm givin it back no matter how much I may need it.
Its really funny, how we...as humans... blame others...because others....have feelings. They make people feel that feeling...is a bad thing.
But...when the other side of a person comes out...then they are uncaring...violent...evil...heartless.
So....where do you go? What do you do?
You're like Michael Jackson hanging on the wire pole singing.."You can't win".
If a person brings up something they feel strongly about...its because...they "feel" strongly about that thing.
instead of mocking them...for feeling.
Feel with them... like you'd want them to feel with you...and your feelings.
Last time I read... a Human body with no feelings... is a Zombie.
and y'all know damn well...
Izzz...hates Zombies. hahahahaa
LIKE A DEJA VU OF A DEJA VU
Welllllllll....
All I can say is: I am thru. Done. Over done...well done.
Nothing like a good slap in the fuckin face early in da morning.
But....its nothing new. And....there is more to come. Cause....I've been down this road so many times...its like....normal.
So....I'll update this nlt six months from now. Cause...it always takes about...six months or sooner.
I did a blog earlier about things not in sync...something not right?
and I'll be dipped. I was right.
Revelation..... love the vison it brings.
Coffee. I need coffee.
All I can say is: I am thru. Done. Over done...well done.
Nothing like a good slap in the fuckin face early in da morning.
But....its nothing new. And....there is more to come. Cause....I've been down this road so many times...its like....normal.
So....I'll update this nlt six months from now. Cause...it always takes about...six months or sooner.
I did a blog earlier about things not in sync...something not right?
and I'll be dipped. I was right.
Revelation..... love the vison it brings.
Coffee. I need coffee.
Monday, January 9, 2012
DRUNK. DRUNK...DR...UNK.
Ya know....
Funny thing bout life. No... not life.
Funny thing about....Love.
no...not love.
Funny thing about... showing you give a fuck about people. Yeah...that's it. Showing you give a fuck. Its....what you're supposed to do right? You're supposed to let folks know...they are special or appreciated or....they stand out in the crowd that is...in your life.
You're supposed to do that...right?
But...when you do.. you like... open up a part of yourself. You kinda like...expose a part of you...that has...a weak spot. Cause...folks can now....take aim at that spot...thru that opening...and they can .... hurt ya. Damage ya. Fuck ya up and then...walk the fuck away.
Soooo....here is the comedy that is... caring.
You meet...you like...you open up...you take down bricks that have protected you behind the walls you built...and just as soon as you have a hole wide enough to feel the fuckin breeze of happiness...
they fuckin stab yo ass and...run.
so now....
thicker bricks. thicker wall.
now....
the fuck you attitude is turned up.
and the real ass kicker?????
when the story is told...it won't be them...who is fucked. noooo..its gonna be....you.
cause...you....gave a fuck. you...cared. you weak..pathetic...bitch ass.
like...check this out.
so...
i was gonna stop and get you something to snack on...but I forgot.
i was gonna make you something..but I forgot.
i was gonna stop and get you something to eat...but i forgot.
oh..and that special meal you cooked for me...ummm ... i forgot what you made.
ok..so...I get it.
you fuckin forgot...I ain't important enough for you to remember. And ...since I NEVER FUCKIN asked for you to do shit...
why the fuck do you find it necessary to tell Me you forget to do shit for Me...that I haven't even asked for?
Cause...you want me to know....just how little...you care???
but hey....ya never forget to come get some dick now do ya? nope. always remember that.
wait....
I th ink I got off track somewheres.
Ok..I'm back. Had to pee. Gawd..that felt good.
anywho....
Listen My Bretheren...and listen good.
Harden your hearts.
Show no emotion.
Show no sign...that you care.
Do absolutely nothing special.
Keep shit....basic...and...well...basic.
And when it comes to the dick...give good dick..but don't give.....damn good dick.
They'll only cock block ya from getting some new pussy while all the time...they really don't give a fuck about you...just the really good dick.
Ok....not really sure where that came from....but then again...I do?
Bottom line...
I'm drunk. Like....not legal to drive drunk. Like....I .... I need to chill the fuck out...drunk.
Oh....soooo...My two Kufis and My prayer beads came today. Love the Kufis. Sooooo....I think I'll be doing muco bizness with the Muslim Bookstore. Me likes them and their fast service. I orded it last Wednesday and it came today??? Kewwwwwl dude.
Sooooo....anywayses...
Love....FUCK YOU.
Caring...FUCK YOU.
Opening up and trusting...FUCK YOU TOO.
Build walls.
Thick..wall.
Protect your hearts and minds. Cause in these days and times....ain't nobody really real. Its all about...what you got. Be it material...financial...or...sex.
I gotta go do something...
cauese its hard to type ths shit.
Funny thing bout life. No... not life.
Funny thing about....Love.
no...not love.
Funny thing about... showing you give a fuck about people. Yeah...that's it. Showing you give a fuck. Its....what you're supposed to do right? You're supposed to let folks know...they are special or appreciated or....they stand out in the crowd that is...in your life.
You're supposed to do that...right?
But...when you do.. you like... open up a part of yourself. You kinda like...expose a part of you...that has...a weak spot. Cause...folks can now....take aim at that spot...thru that opening...and they can .... hurt ya. Damage ya. Fuck ya up and then...walk the fuck away.
Soooo....here is the comedy that is... caring.
You meet...you like...you open up...you take down bricks that have protected you behind the walls you built...and just as soon as you have a hole wide enough to feel the fuckin breeze of happiness...
they fuckin stab yo ass and...run.
so now....
thicker bricks. thicker wall.
now....
the fuck you attitude is turned up.
and the real ass kicker?????
when the story is told...it won't be them...who is fucked. noooo..its gonna be....you.
cause...you....gave a fuck. you...cared. you weak..pathetic...bitch ass.
like...check this out.
so...
i was gonna stop and get you something to snack on...but I forgot.
i was gonna make you something..but I forgot.
i was gonna stop and get you something to eat...but i forgot.
oh..and that special meal you cooked for me...ummm ... i forgot what you made.
ok..so...I get it.
you fuckin forgot...I ain't important enough for you to remember. And ...since I NEVER FUCKIN asked for you to do shit...
why the fuck do you find it necessary to tell Me you forget to do shit for Me...that I haven't even asked for?
Cause...you want me to know....just how little...you care???
but hey....ya never forget to come get some dick now do ya? nope. always remember that.
wait....
I th ink I got off track somewheres.
Ok..I'm back. Had to pee. Gawd..that felt good.
anywho....
Listen My Bretheren...and listen good.
Harden your hearts.
Show no emotion.
Show no sign...that you care.
Do absolutely nothing special.
Keep shit....basic...and...well...basic.
And when it comes to the dick...give good dick..but don't give.....damn good dick.
They'll only cock block ya from getting some new pussy while all the time...they really don't give a fuck about you...just the really good dick.
Ok....not really sure where that came from....but then again...I do?
Bottom line...
I'm drunk. Like....not legal to drive drunk. Like....I .... I need to chill the fuck out...drunk.
Oh....soooo...My two Kufis and My prayer beads came today. Love the Kufis. Sooooo....I think I'll be doing muco bizness with the Muslim Bookstore. Me likes them and their fast service. I orded it last Wednesday and it came today??? Kewwwwwl dude.
Sooooo....anywayses...
Love....FUCK YOU.
Caring...FUCK YOU.
Opening up and trusting...FUCK YOU TOO.
Build walls.
Thick..wall.
Protect your hearts and minds. Cause in these days and times....ain't nobody really real. Its all about...what you got. Be it material...financial...or...sex.
I gotta go do something...
cauese its hard to type ths shit.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
SATURDAY NIGHT.... OH WATTA NIGHT
Its funny how folks say they want something. And...that something is given to them. And...they constantly question that something. And...they....nit pic at that something. And...they are so focused on their happiness...and not on the happiness of that something.
And then.... something...goes wrong.
And who's blamed. Why...the something of course.
Cause....no one wants to admit they lost the something that they prayed for cause...they took that something for granted.
Nope...they not gonna own up to that.
So....now that something...changes into something...else. Its now....not the same ole...something.
And they for damn sure not gonna like..the something ... else.
So much unnecessary shit...when...something should have been left alone...so that something could grow into...something SPECIAL...instead of becoming...something..ELSE.
Such is the comedy of life.
Just cause a Dog don't bark...and act like a fuckin dumb ass Dog.. don't mean that Dog won't snap...when poked.
Never let the smooth taste fool ya.
Nice Guys....can be the Hardest Guys...cause they are constantly fucked over.
Cause...Men...who feel....
apparently...are bitches...in the Souf.
And now..a A n B selection from the Choir.
And then.... something...goes wrong.
And who's blamed. Why...the something of course.
Cause....no one wants to admit they lost the something that they prayed for cause...they took that something for granted.
Nope...they not gonna own up to that.
So....now that something...changes into something...else. Its now....not the same ole...something.
And they for damn sure not gonna like..the something ... else.
So much unnecessary shit...when...something should have been left alone...so that something could grow into...something SPECIAL...instead of becoming...something..ELSE.
Such is the comedy of life.
Just cause a Dog don't bark...and act like a fuckin dumb ass Dog.. don't mean that Dog won't snap...when poked.
Never let the smooth taste fool ya.
Nice Guys....can be the Hardest Guys...cause they are constantly fucked over.
Cause...Men...who feel....
apparently...are bitches...in the Souf.
And now..a A n B selection from the Choir.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
NEW YEAR ... NEW WALK
The New Year is hear and I'm looking forward to seeing where its gonna take Me...on a personal/spiritual level.
I decided in order to start this year off right..I needed to be...right. I needed to focus on the things that needed to be focused on.
So...I cut the things that were distracting Me from walking My path. One...Facebook. I soooo..had to cut that off for a bit. Too much negative energy. Too much..bullshit. I was tired of seeing all these post of people complaining and bitching and moaning about simple things.
I needed to detach...from the matrix...and focus on real life.
Second: I've been studying the Quran more. Its really difficult for Me because I was raised on the Bible. I know the Bible. And...a Muslim is supposed to be able to recite the Quran by heart. And...there is so much to learn. Sooo much to absorb. Sooo...My focus is to be able to at least....learn and fully understand the core of the Quran.
And right now....that...is something that has taken over My mind. Cause I sooo want to be closer to Allah and do the things that are pleasing in his sight.
On another note: Apparently...for the new year... Blogger is no longer supported by I.E. and this thing might not act right. Soooo..for it to act right they want Me to use Google Chrome???
Looks Like this may come to a quick end.
cause I ain't adding no google chrome to nuthin.
Sooo...I begin this walk. To be more spiritual. To be more closer to Allah.
And I'm gonna do it without using...Google Chrome.
haha
I decided in order to start this year off right..I needed to be...right. I needed to focus on the things that needed to be focused on.
So...I cut the things that were distracting Me from walking My path. One...Facebook. I soooo..had to cut that off for a bit. Too much negative energy. Too much..bullshit. I was tired of seeing all these post of people complaining and bitching and moaning about simple things.
I needed to detach...from the matrix...and focus on real life.
Second: I've been studying the Quran more. Its really difficult for Me because I was raised on the Bible. I know the Bible. And...a Muslim is supposed to be able to recite the Quran by heart. And...there is so much to learn. Sooo much to absorb. Sooo...My focus is to be able to at least....learn and fully understand the core of the Quran.
And right now....that...is something that has taken over My mind. Cause I sooo want to be closer to Allah and do the things that are pleasing in his sight.
On another note: Apparently...for the new year... Blogger is no longer supported by I.E. and this thing might not act right. Soooo..for it to act right they want Me to use Google Chrome???
Looks Like this may come to a quick end.
cause I ain't adding no google chrome to nuthin.
Sooo...I begin this walk. To be more spiritual. To be more closer to Allah.
And I'm gonna do it without using...Google Chrome.
haha
Sunday, January 1, 2012
TEMPORAL DISPLACEMENT
Funny. How My mind works. How I see things.
I never see...just an onion. I see the layers of the onion. I guess I take that analytical visionary "seeing with the third eye" concept a tad bit too far at times.
But....as odd as it may seem even to Me... it works.
I see the little things. I feel the little things. I notice the obvious behind the obvious.
If a strange person walks up to Me and says Hi.... there's a reason for it. It may be a simple, friendly gesture...or...it could be something...else.
If we cool for a while..and then...although we still cool...there is a "shift" in the "force".... I notice.
If the mouth smiles...but the eyes don't...I notice.
If I am greeted day by day with a strong hand shake..and then one day...that hand shake isn't the same.... I notice.
Not sure why I do...but I do.
Don't know why this is on My mind..but apparently..it is.
Maybe its because I feel a "shift" in My Universe. A...small gravitational "pull". And although all around Me is normal. It looks the same. It moves at the same pace. It....appears to be....like it should be...
something.....
is different.
I never see...just an onion. I see the layers of the onion. I guess I take that analytical visionary "seeing with the third eye" concept a tad bit too far at times.
But....as odd as it may seem even to Me... it works.
I see the little things. I feel the little things. I notice the obvious behind the obvious.
If a strange person walks up to Me and says Hi.... there's a reason for it. It may be a simple, friendly gesture...or...it could be something...else.
If we cool for a while..and then...although we still cool...there is a "shift" in the "force".... I notice.
If the mouth smiles...but the eyes don't...I notice.
If I am greeted day by day with a strong hand shake..and then one day...that hand shake isn't the same.... I notice.
Not sure why I do...but I do.
Don't know why this is on My mind..but apparently..it is.
Maybe its because I feel a "shift" in My Universe. A...small gravitational "pull". And although all around Me is normal. It looks the same. It moves at the same pace. It....appears to be....like it should be...
something.....
is different.
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