Today was very interesting. February 1, 2010, I was at work...doing My Crime Fighting thing and next thing you know....I'm in the Office...energy zapped. Two days later...I'm in Emergency...106 temp...I'm sick. I'm poked and poked and next thing you know...two surgeries on My left ankle.
Pain? Oh....I have felt some pain. Eight weeks in the Hospital...level 10 plus pain. Drugged. X rays, Cat scans, Ultra Sounds. Even had a camera shoved down My throat to check my Heart valves.
Thru it all.....I didn't shed a tear. Even when they told Me Amputation might be the only solution....
I shed...NO tear.
One week after getting discharged from the Hospital...I'm back to work with a fuckin I.V. pump strapped to Me.
6 more weeks of antibiotics. Not a single...Tear.
My Boss fucks Me and fucks up My insurance...
I get pissed. But....No Tears.
Even now...with this crazy painful Arthritis...I suck up the pain...I deal with it. I keep on moving. I keep on...striving.
But today.....I ...partially...Broke.
I was out today...handling My business. Ankle was not...acting right. By the time I got home and put it up....the pain was set in. No pain pill can ease it...it is..what it is.
After being off it for about an hour...it locks up. So....I try to take a nap.
Didn't work.
So....I'm watching Charlie's Angels Full Throttle and suddenly....
I get this...feeling.
The picture gets blurry cause My eyes are filling with water.
I'm getting this...urge...to burst out in tears...and I'm tripping cause... I'm watching CHARLIE'S Angels.. Nothing..emotional bout that movie.
Next thing I know....tears are flowing and I'm feeling like I'm about to let it all out. (I kinda wanted to....needed to)
The pain is shooting through My foot like someone is nailing Me to a frickin tree.
Tears are really flowing..... but .....I'm not letting go. Don't know why.
This goes on for about 15 mins...but felt like 45 mins...and then....
Eyes dry up. Pain lightens. I'm confused....and now...
I gotta turn from Charlie's Angels...cause....something ain't right bout that Movie. hahahahaha
I know I have a Crush on Drew Barrymore.... but damn. hahahaaha.
So...I just had a Partial Break.
All these Months of Holding it in.....is slowly coming to a head.
Like...an Emotional Volcano.... slowly building up....to erupt.
That was some crazy Emotional shit.
This has been....
Day 3.
I was just wondering; If I had a Male child. And I named this Child..."Lucifer" Judas Chrisentary. And this Child grew to be a Handsome...and extremely Intelligent Man..who was very successful and well loved. Would folks think he was....the AntiChrist???
My Yahoo 360 Family might remember Me mentioning...'That Thing'. 'The Beast'. Well...both are still alive and kicking. One is running rampant...the other...in Hibernation.
It seems like folks are more comfortable texting or communication on Social Networks. I have a vision of the Future...where Mankind has lost its ability to verbally speak...and in the next 3 thousand years....our Mouths will start to shrink to nothing...but our fingers will do wonderous...things.
When someone tells you that they Love you...do you wonder what it is about you...that they...Love??
Why do they call Cyber Sex....Sex. Its Masturbating. Masturbating while chatting on the computer....and we all know...its fuckin impossible to rub your dick or pussy and type at the same time. If you can do that???? You're My hero. hahaha
I haven't had Sex in the Car in a really long time. Not even...some head....or a light weight...fingering session. Hmmmmmm.
Its been four days...and NO Coffee. It feels...unnatural. Soooooo...tomorrow...I MUST get some. I'd go today but...since gas has gone up so high....I don't take....random/idle trips.
It amazes Me how people tell Me...how I am. And..when I tell them they are wrong..they tell ME..."I" am wrong. Like....they fuckin Created Me and know Me better than I do. hahaha I mean....how can you fight that type of.....madness. You don't. You call em up at 4 in the Morning and ask them....."Hey..do I have to pee??" You know me...so you should know if I have to pee. hahaha
I want some SPAM and Eggs...and a Waffle.
An Ex sent Me as message talking about she still remmebers how I used to suck her toes. Wellllll....the problem with that is... I never...sucked her toes. I remember what those toes looked like....and it would have been like sucking a hoof...instead of a toe. Who ever that Guy is... He's a fuckin Soldier..and I salute him.
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This has been Blog 002 of March 2011
You want to make love...
I want to fuck.
You want Me to lick it.
But...you won't suck.
You say you have needs...
well...so do I.
You want your cake...and eat it too...and then you want
My slice of Pie.
You want to go out to eat
I want you to cook.
You stopped looking good for Me....and you have the nerve to get upset...
when I give other females a lil....Look.
Instead of communication...
you allow your imagination...
to see shit that isn't there...
You think I don't love you...no matter
how many time I tell you I care.
You always complain when you talk.
So...why you all upset that I'm about to walk?
Over the fence may be greener...
But..the Owner might be meaner.
You say you love Me....and you want Me to stay.
Another game...you're about to Play?
I put in Years.
I shed many Tears.
Now all you gonna see.....
Is My rear.
Emanuel Chrisentary 2.27.11
Since Free Porn on the net has become available...I haven't watched a Porn DVD in years. Soooo...now I have two trash bags full of Porn DVDs. I wonder...could I have a mini yard sale. ???? or better yet...Ebay???
I can't stand folks who always talk about what they "USED" to have. "I used to have a House...a Car." And now..they don't have dick. Its not about what you were or what you had. Its about who you are now.
If I got laid right now...I think I'd lose My mind. Its been a while. I'd have to..pre plan and make a to do list. hahaha.
If next year really was the end of Mankind..you'd never know it. Not a whole lot of folks attempting to ....get right..with God. In fact...seems like folks are getting wilder. I guess its gonna be like tax day or xmas shopping. Everyone is gonna seek salvation at the last minute. hahaha
People love to complain. Rich folks complain about being rich. Poor folks complain about being poor. Employed folks complain about being employed. Unemployed folks complain about being unemployed. Sinners complain about religous folks. Religous folks complain about sinners. We complain about rules and the ecomomy.....and this and that. But...miss the fact that we are....alive. Then again...folks complain about that.
Its funny how folks pretend to be smarter than they are...and in doing so...they look dumber than they actually are. Go figure.
I think if I could just..smell some cootchie...I'd be...ok.
Not supposed to have it...but...I am soooo craving a Honeybaked Ham..and some homemade potato salad. I'd go into a Ham induced coma.
They used to teach shorthand in school. I wonder if folks use that anymore?
I saw this porno where this chick was laying on the bed...farting. Kinda odd...but I watched the whole 4 minute and 32 seconds of it.
On that note: When is 3D Porn coming out.
and finally;
Next time I do have sex. Oh boy. I'm gonna beat that kitty up like I'm the neighborhood bully. I'm gonna spank it like it came home after curfew. I'm gonna bang it like a drum in a rock band. I'm gonna slap it like it disrespected Me. I'm gonna dig deep up in it like it was a African Blood Diamond Mine. I'm gonna break it...like it was a Wild Pony. hahaha
and I'm gone.
