Lets see... blah blah blah. Blah blah blah, blah. Soooo..blah blah...and blah blah blaaah...blah. Cause...blah blah blah...is blah blah.
When you blah blah..and you blah blah...blah blah blah, you eventually..blah blah blah..and then you blah blah. hahahaha
So..to keep from blah blah blahing...don't blah blah blah.
Blah?
Blah blah...blah blah blah blah blah...blah.
B....l...ah.
The end of the 7th day
Monday, March 7, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
DAYS 5 & 6; PAIN..and More PAIN!!!
I used to hear about Arthritis and how debilitating it can be. Boy...I now know how true it is.
The past few days... My ankle has shut Me down. Literally...shut...Me...down.
The pain? Almost unbearable. The only time I have relief...is when I'm laying down with it slightly propped up. Standing on it??? Oh...soooo not a good thing.
It got soooo bad... I had to break out the crutches. Now...imagine attempting to cook a meal...hopping abound on crutches. So....cooking wasn't really an option. Coffee and toast are keeping Me fed right now.
OTC Arthritis meds.... not working. Called the advice nurse.. She tells Me to take the meds and stay off the foot. Yeah...doing that..but nothing is easing the pain.
So....what does the body do when the pain gets too great?????
Sleep.
Day 5, I slept all day...all night...except to use the potty.
Today; Day 6; The pain is easing off a bit. Down from two crutches to one. The swelling has gone down a bit (I took a pic..and trust Me...that is a lot smaller than yesterday) My appetite is coming back slowly.
Been laying her watching the Indiana Jones Marathon on USA. Woo hooo.
Anypain, This has been day 5 and 6. The days...of Pain. Unbelieveable, Amazing, Crazy...pain.
At one point...had I had a hacksaw..........
Well....gonna finish Me coffee (thank God for the bean) and back to bed.
Its been cold and rainy all day... not good. not good at all.
Better days are ahead???
I sure hope so.
Friday, March 4, 2011
AND OF THE FOURTH DAY..."E" CREATED.......
On the Fourth Day, Emanuel took a handful of Ground Beef....and formed... Hamburger. He put the Hamburger in the Oven and by Fire...he cooked it will its juices ran clear....and it became....and edible...Food.
Emanuel looked at Hamburger...and saw that it was...alone. So he gave Hamburger....Onion and Tomato as mates.
To protect their nakedness....Emanuel dressed them in the warmth of two slices of bread.
He blessed them and prepared them for their journey.
Emanuel layed Hamburger next to Potato chips....
And....it was good.
This was..the Fourth Day,
Emanuel looked at Hamburger...and saw that it was...alone. So he gave Hamburger....Onion and Tomato as mates.
To protect their nakedness....Emanuel dressed them in the warmth of two slices of bread.
He blessed them and prepared them for their journey.
Emanuel layed Hamburger next to Potato chips....
And....it was good.
This was..the Fourth Day,
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Day 3 - The Partial Break
Today was very interesting. February 1, 2010, I was at work...doing My Crime Fighting thing and next thing you know....I'm in the Office...energy zapped. Two days later...I'm in Emergency...106 temp...I'm sick. I'm poked and poked and next thing you know...two surgeries on My left ankle.
Pain? Oh....I have felt some pain. Eight weeks in the Hospital...level 10 plus pain. Drugged. X rays, Cat scans, Ultra Sounds. Even had a camera shoved down My throat to check my Heart valves.
Thru it all.....I didn't shed a tear. Even when they told Me Amputation might be the only solution....
I shed...NO tear.
One week after getting discharged from the Hospital...I'm back to work with a fuckin I.V. pump strapped to Me.
6 more weeks of antibiotics. Not a single...Tear.
My Boss fucks Me and fucks up My insurance...
I get pissed. But....No Tears.
Even now...with this crazy painful Arthritis...I suck up the pain...I deal with it. I keep on moving. I keep on...striving.
But today.....I ...partially...Broke.
I was out today...handling My business. Ankle was not...acting right. By the time I got home and put it up....the pain was set in. No pain pill can ease it...it is..what it is.
After being off it for about an hour...it locks up. So....I try to take a nap.
Didn't work.
So....I'm watching Charlie's Angels Full Throttle and suddenly....
I get this...feeling.
The picture gets blurry cause My eyes are filling with water.
I'm getting this...urge...to burst out in tears...and I'm tripping cause... I'm watching CHARLIE'S Angels.. Nothing..emotional bout that movie.
Next thing I know....tears are flowing and I'm feeling like I'm about to let it all out. (I kinda wanted to....needed to)
The pain is shooting through My foot like someone is nailing Me to a frickin tree.
Tears are really flowing..... but .....I'm not letting go. Don't know why.
This goes on for about 15 mins...but felt like 45 mins...and then....
Eyes dry up. Pain lightens. I'm confused....and now...
I gotta turn from Charlie's Angels...cause....something ain't right bout that Movie. hahahahaha
I know I have a Crush on Drew Barrymore.... but damn. hahahaaha.
So...I just had a Partial Break.
All these Months of Holding it in.....is slowly coming to a head.
Like...an Emotional Volcano.... slowly building up....to erupt.
That was some crazy Emotional shit.
This has been....
Day 3.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Blog Date 002 of 03 of 2011
I was just wondering; If I had a Male child. And I named this Child..."Lucifer" Judas Chrisentary. And this Child grew to be a Handsome...and extremely Intelligent Man..who was very successful and well loved. Would folks think he was....the AntiChrist???
My Yahoo 360 Family might remember Me mentioning...'That Thing'. 'The Beast'. Well...both are still alive and kicking. One is running rampant...the other...in Hibernation.
It seems like folks are more comfortable texting or communication on Social Networks. I have a vision of the Future...where Mankind has lost its ability to verbally speak...and in the next 3 thousand years....our Mouths will start to shrink to nothing...but our fingers will do wonderous...things.
When someone tells you that they Love you...do you wonder what it is about you...that they...Love??
Why do they call Cyber Sex....Sex. Its Masturbating. Masturbating while chatting on the computer....and we all know...its fuckin impossible to rub your dick or pussy and type at the same time. If you can do that???? You're My hero. hahaha
I haven't had Sex in the Car in a really long time. Not even...some head....or a light weight...fingering session. Hmmmmmm.
Its been four days...and NO Coffee. It feels...unnatural. Soooooo...tomorrow...I MUST get some. I'd go today but...since gas has gone up so high....I don't take....random/idle trips.
It amazes Me how people tell Me...how I am. And..when I tell them they are wrong..they tell ME..."I" am wrong. Like....they fuckin Created Me and know Me better than I do. hahaha I mean....how can you fight that type of.....madness. You don't. You call em up at 4 in the Morning and ask them....."Hey..do I have to pee??" You know me...so you should know if I have to pee. hahaha
I want some SPAM and Eggs...and a Waffle.
An Ex sent Me as message talking about she still remmebers how I used to suck her toes. Wellllll....the problem with that is... I never...sucked her toes. I remember what those toes looked like....and it would have been like sucking a hoof...instead of a toe. Who ever that Guy is... He's a fuckin Soldier..and I salute him.
hahahaha
ha
ha
This has been Blog 002 of March 2011
My Yahoo 360 Family might remember Me mentioning...'That Thing'. 'The Beast'. Well...both are still alive and kicking. One is running rampant...the other...in Hibernation.
It seems like folks are more comfortable texting or communication on Social Networks. I have a vision of the Future...where Mankind has lost its ability to verbally speak...and in the next 3 thousand years....our Mouths will start to shrink to nothing...but our fingers will do wonderous...things.
When someone tells you that they Love you...do you wonder what it is about you...that they...Love??
Why do they call Cyber Sex....Sex. Its Masturbating. Masturbating while chatting on the computer....and we all know...its fuckin impossible to rub your dick or pussy and type at the same time. If you can do that???? You're My hero. hahaha
I haven't had Sex in the Car in a really long time. Not even...some head....or a light weight...fingering session. Hmmmmmm.
Its been four days...and NO Coffee. It feels...unnatural. Soooooo...tomorrow...I MUST get some. I'd go today but...since gas has gone up so high....I don't take....random/idle trips.
It amazes Me how people tell Me...how I am. And..when I tell them they are wrong..they tell ME..."I" am wrong. Like....they fuckin Created Me and know Me better than I do. hahaha I mean....how can you fight that type of.....madness. You don't. You call em up at 4 in the Morning and ask them....."Hey..do I have to pee??" You know me...so you should know if I have to pee. hahaha
I want some SPAM and Eggs...and a Waffle.
An Ex sent Me as message talking about she still remmebers how I used to suck her toes. Wellllll....the problem with that is... I never...sucked her toes. I remember what those toes looked like....and it would have been like sucking a hoof...instead of a toe. Who ever that Guy is... He's a fuckin Soldier..and I salute him.
hahahaha
ha
ha
This has been Blog 002 of March 2011
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