FUEGO!!!!

Ahhhh....I'm in Heat again.  I hate it when I'm like this.  That whole..."flesh is weak" thing is a bitch best served cold.

The goal is to not get so weak....that I make a call that I will regret...after the deed is done.

That...wouldn't be a good thing.

So.....here I sit.  Hot.  Horny. Slightly..irritable.  Nothing on the telly keeps My attention.  Can't concentrate on any one thing...cause right now...

all I want....is to taste some forbidden fruit. 

A good...make out session would kinda ease the pain.

But alas.....

I can't/won't make that call.  

It would be like...calling Satan and inviting him over for a plate of hot coals.

Yeah....he'd indulge in the coals...but then he'd want to stay and shoot the shit all night long.

Then he'd keep fuckin calling and then get all fuckin emotional and then forget that it was just a fuckin plate of coals and then I'd have to hurt his feelings and then the bullshit starts and then....

I regret even making the call.

Soooooooo

Here I sit.

Way past the porn satisfaction stage.

Past the...shake it off stage.

I'm somewhere between.....

Suck it up and deal with it St.

and

Make the bootycall  call Ave.

And to make things worse than worse.....

There's a female in the other building who wants some.

BUT...

That...would be setting Meself up for some major shit.

Cause...I'd be breaking Rule 453.

Keep the pussy at least 4 miles away from where you live.

Argggggggg......

Ok...venting this ain't working.

I'm gonna go cook something and have some coffee.

and turn off My phone and put it in the closet.

hahaha