SATURDAY NIGHT.... OH WATTA NIGHT

Its funny how folks say they want something.  And...that something is given to them.  And...they constantly question that something.  And...they....nit pic at that something.  And...they are so focused on their happiness...and not on the happiness of that something. 

And then....  something...goes wrong.

And who's blamed.  Why...the something of course.

Cause....no one wants to admit they lost the something that they prayed for cause...they took that something for granted.

Nope...they not gonna own up to that.

So....now  that something...changes into something...else.  Its now....not the same ole...something. 

And they for damn sure not gonna like..the something ... else. 

So much unnecessary shit...when...something should have been left alone...so that something  could grow into...something  SPECIAL...instead of becoming...something..ELSE.

Such is the comedy of life.

Just cause a Dog don't bark...and act like a fuckin dumb ass Dog..  don't mean that Dog won't snap...when poked.

Never let the smooth taste fool ya.

Nice Guys....can be the Hardest Guys...cause they are constantly fucked over.

Cause...Men...who feel....

apparently...are bitches...in the Souf.

And now..a A n B selection from the Choir.

NEW YEAR ... NEW WALK

The New Year is hear and I'm looking forward to seeing where its gonna take Me...on a personal/spiritual level.

I decided in order to start this year off right..I needed to be...right. I needed to focus on the things that needed to be focused on.

So...I cut the things that were distracting Me from walking My path. One...Facebook. I soooo..had to cut that off for a bit. Too much negative energy. Too much..bullshit. I was tired of seeing all these post of people complaining and bitching and moaning about simple things.

I needed to detach...from the matrix...and focus on real life.

Second: I've been studying the Quran more. Its really difficult for Me because I was raised on the Bible. I know the Bible. And...a Muslim is supposed to be able to recite the Quran by heart.  And...there is so much to learn.  Sooo much to absorb.  Sooo...My focus is to be able to at least....learn and fully understand the core of the Quran.

And right now....that...is something that has taken over My mind.  Cause I sooo want to be closer to Allah and do the things that are pleasing in his sight.

On another note:  Apparently...for the new year... Blogger is no longer supported by I.E.  and this thing might not act right.  Soooo..for it to act right they want Me to use Google Chrome???

Looks Like this may come to a quick end.

cause I ain't adding no google chrome to nuthin.

Sooo...I begin this walk.  To be more spiritual.  To be more closer to Allah.

And I'm gonna do it without using...Google Chrome.

haha

TEMPORAL DISPLACEMENT

Funny.  How My mind works.  How I see things. 

I never see...just an onion.  I see the layers of the onion.  I guess I take that analytical visionary "seeing with the third eye" concept a tad bit too far at times.

But....as odd as it may seem even to Me... it works. 

I see the little things.  I feel the little things.  I notice the obvious behind the obvious.

If a strange person walks up to Me and says Hi.... there's a reason for it.  It may be a simple, friendly gesture...or...it could be something...else.

If we cool for a while..and then...although we still cool...there is a "shift" in the "force".... I notice.

If the mouth smiles...but the eyes don't...I notice.

If I am greeted day by day with a strong hand shake..and then one day...that hand shake isn't the same....  I notice.

Not sure why I do...but I do.

Don't know why this is on My mind..but apparently..it is.

Maybe its because I feel a "shift" in My Universe.  A...small gravitational "pull".  And although all around Me is normal.  It looks the same.  It moves at the same pace.  It....appears to be....like it should be...

something.....

is different.

THE LAST DAY OF 2011

The last day of 2011 was a day that was ALL Emanuel.

Coffee and coffee cake.  Pizza rolls...and I've been gaming for 7 hrs str8. 

Soooo....goin out this bitch...

Easy like Sunday morning.

Sooooo....

Thank you 2011

Hello 2012

Its been fun

now...

Time to walk the path of 2012

BLANK SPACE....DEAD AIR.

Well...  it's the 30th of December.  This year is almost over. 

Not a whole lot on My mind that is important enough to blog about.

I'm in a much better place today..than I was this time last year...so ....  that shows progress and growth.

I'm really happy with My spiritual growth.  I doubted a few times...  if My conversion to Islam was the right choice.

Well... it wasn't My choice to make. It was made by Allah and anything that is made by him...is correct in all ways.

Anywhozit...  I guess that's it.  If I am blessed to see tomorrow...

I shall complete My Blog a Day for December 2011.

May Allah bring Peace to all who read these words and all who cannot.

Salaam!

THINKING OF ABSRACT PERFECTION

As we go about our daily tasks...We tend to forget that Death is right on our ass.  We are one heart beat away...from performing in our final Play.

And we don't even think about it.  Cause...We don't want to think about the morbid.  We don't want to accept that...we are nothing but flesh and this flesh...is not everlasting.

Our destiny...is to return from where we came.  To...complete the circle. 

Ever wonder why a Baby's first action...is to cry...loud and hard.  Cause...the Soul just told that young Mind...that...

all the learning. all...the falls and stumbles.  all the giving of love and struggling to just...exist....all the growing and all the joys and pains associated with the growth....

will end....without any advance notice.

When that time comes...it comes.  It cares not where you are...or what you are doing.

Death...will do what Death...does.

But we walk around...like Death is on a holiday.  We act as if....we have an eternity to do the things we need to do.

Instead of telling that person you are sorry...you don't.  You'll get to that..."later".

When you should tell them you love them...you decide to ... blow it off...till...another day.

As if...that day is promised.

If you love em.  Tell em.

If you've wronged em...apologize. 

If you treated em like shit...as for forgiveness.

If you haven't hugged em.  Wrap your arms around them and hug them so tight...they wonder...what the fuck is wrong with you.

Cause...it may not be YOU...Death comes for.

Hear Me?

It may be to late..for YOU...to make peace with them...because they...are now....

On the other side...and on a new journey.

Is it that hard....to make peace?

Funny...

We plan for 2012...but it ain't here yet...and Soooooo many who "think" they gonna see it....will be taken from this place....the night before.  The hour before....5mins before....

2012.

The only plans we should ever make...

are the plans to better ourselves...and our souls...for the time we are allowed to walk...this Earth.

Many may read...few will understand...and fewer will.....act.

Honestly...I don't give a shit.

I'm just a messenger.

I've already began to walk My path.

And have begun...the healing of My Soul.

Today...is day

29.

Salaam.

UNSPOKEN SPOKEN (BONUS TRACK)

I don't have to speak.

I don't have to say.

I don't have to spell it out.

I don't have to give you hints.

I don't have to declare... nor do I have to stand on the highest Mountain and yell to the sky.

I don't have to send a song...or a card...

I don't have to tell someone to tell someone to tell you.

I don't have to text..or call...or email.

I don't have to tell yo Momma.

or write a poem

cause...

you should see...when you look deep in My eyes...when I'm holding you close to Me...

that...

I LOVE YOU!!!!

E.c. 28122011