THINGS I LOVE

Going to the beach and listening to the waves crash on the shore.

Going to the SPCA and looking at the cute puppies.

Watching the Sunset..and being amazed at all the beautiful colors in the sky.

Rolling a nice blunt..and then riding out and robbing an all night liquor store.

Hugging a good friend.

Hearing My daughter say..."I love you Dad."

Talking on the phone with My brother and talking about all the crazy shit we've done in our youth.

Riding on the freeway with all the windows down on a nice summer evening and feeling the breeze against My skin.

Meeting a girl and taking her to My house and ripping her clothes off and after I'm thru with her..sending her home naked and...bruised.

Writing Poetry.

Listening to some nice jazz.

Playing on my XBOX 360.

Cooking some BBQ Ribs and Potato Salad and eating till I can't lay down cause...its uncomfortable.

Kissing a Girl while choking her till I feel her pass out.

Road Trips and stopping at Denny's and having a Grand Slam and some Coffee.

Coffee.

Coffee with some Hot Chocolate in it.

My Bed...with fresh linen on it.

Going to a Female's House and when she gets up to go to the Bathroom....smelling the cushion she was sitting on.

Watching a good Sci-Fi Movie.

A really nice...hot...relaxing shower.

I love...Love.

The Bay Area...especially.....Lake Merritt and Merritt Bakery.  Yummm.

And I really love.....

Fuckin with peoples....Minds. hahaha

TOUCH

I take My hands...and hold your face.

Lips touch.

Your spit...I taste.

I smell the scent thats rising from your skin.

Making heat rise in Me..from deep within.

Touch.

I peer into your eyes...

as My hands...

open your thighs.

Touch.

Lips envelope Nipple.

Finger gives the clit a lil...

tickle.

Touch.

As passion starts to call...

My fingers trace your inner Walls.

Juice flows

You get that lil tingle...in your toes

Touch.

Lips touch clit.

Lubricated by My spit.

Moans escape lips

Touch.

Juices flow to the bed

Hands....gripping My head

Tongue deep in your hole.

Back arches....

Your body looses control.

Touch.

Your Mind goes numb.....

as you fight the urge to.....

Cum.

Fingers grip the sheets...

as your body begins to release....

The room is spinning round and round

Pussy making that....squirting sound.

Orgasm so strong.....

It makes your fuckin Heart...

Pound.

All.....from a lil....

Touch.

Emanuel Chrisentary 11.20.2010

MY LYFE

One day people will See...

That I have the Light of Allah in Me.

They will understand why I am the way I am.

An...Independent....Black Man.


I have Loved from the Deepest depths of My Soul...

Given so much of Myself...

All that is left....is a Dark..Cold...Hole.


If it wasn't for the Love of Allah...

I don't know what I'd do.

So many times things got so hard

I didn't think I'd make it thru.


I depend on Man and Man has always let Me down

Thrown Me in the Sea of Lyfe...

and watched Me drown.


Only to be saved by the Hand.....

of the One who Created Man.


And so....I continue My walk.

Down this road called Lyfe.

Enjoying the Joys.......

Enduring the Strife.


Waiting on that Day...

when this road will end....

and My Journey in the Heavens

will begin.

But...Until that day arrives....

I will continue to bring the Love of Allah

to other Lives.

For I was sent here for a reason.

and I must do what He commands....

I am Emanuel.

A Child of the Most High.

A Living Soul.

A....simple...yet complex

Black

Man.

Emanuel Chrisentary 11.20.2010 

YOU TELL ME....TRUTH? OR SCAM???

Ok....this is how it goes;

Three days ago I was out doing some shopping.  I see this dude I've seen a few time at My old job.  He speaks..and then asks if I want to do some "Security" work on the side. (He still thinks I work for My old Company.)

I say I'm interested....and he gives Me his number and tells Me to call him later and he'll fill Me in on the Details.

Soooo.....I'm thinking.  Call...or don't  Call.   Anygoat....I call.

And this..is what he tells Me;   The Job is at an "Upscale" Gentlemen's Club.(strip club). (Hmmm...Ok.  I can do that. hehe)  The Pay is really good and paid nightly and I work every night except Sundays.  And..its..."foot" friendly kinda work.  But....its "under the table" kinda pay which...concerns Me if this is a "legit" Security agency.

But..keep talkin...

He asks when I can start.  I say..."Friday".  He says he'll call Me back.  15mins later he calls back.  Everything is a go. I got the Job.

Then...he tells Me.....I have to give him $45 dolla for the Uniform.  Now.....check this out:  45 dolla gets Me...;  Shirt...Pant...Baton...mace...and...Boots.   Now....I know My personal gear...two shirts...are like...30 dolla.  So...all that for 45 dolla...is....cheap.  Now..either they have a good deal with a company...or the shit is...cheap.  

Sooo...Dude wants to meet and Me give him the money so he can go get the Uniform.  I'm like....

Don't I need to fill out an application?  He says I'll fill out a paper when I show up for Work.

hmmmm.   Then he says he'll go ahead and get the Uniform and I pay him Thursday(today).  He gets My measurements and then hangs up.  Calls back and says the order is in and everything is set.

I agree.  Then...he gets off the phone.

My brain is turning.  My Mind is calculating.  My lil voice....is whispering.

Today I text him in the morning and tell him I have some things I have to deal with and I'll call him at 6pm to set up a time to meet and get..and pay for the Uniform.  He texts  back saying not to let him down.  Ok...He "may" be...legit.

637p I call.  Everything is still a go.  He tells Me where he wants to Meet to get the Money.  A..."Walmart" parking lot.(wtf????)  I tell him to make sure he brings all he receipts for the uniform and boot purchase...and then....

Shit...gets...shitty smellin.

Since he didn't hear from Me today...he took everything back.  (hmmm. Ok.)

I then ask....exactly who am I working for...since he has failed to mention the Business name.

He tells Me. 

Then I tell him that I am not really...cool with meeting him and giving him MY money and I haven't even talked with the...Boss.  How the fuck do I know I really have the job?  Does He even know My name?  When I show up...who do I talk to and will they know I'm there to work?

He says I'll follow him to the job and he'll do the introductions.

(Naaaa....something ain't....cool bout all this)

I tell him I would feel better talking to the..."Man".  He says he's out of town but will be at the Club tomorrow night.

So....I tell ole boy;  "Talk to the Man tomorrow night and tell him I'm down for working for Him and I'd feel better if I talked with "HIM" and "HE" tells Me I have the job...and I will drive down...and put the 4..5 in HIS hands and "WE"(Boss and I) can work out when I start.

Dude...wasn't really feeling that option.

So....I tell him it goes down like That....or it don't go down cause....I want the Man I'm working for to tell Me...I have the Job...thus...creating an..."agreement"...a...."meeting of the Minds"....a...Contract.

For all I know...I can give dude My money and never see or hear from him again...or better yet...

put on that cheap ass uniform and go up there and the Boss say he don't need anyone...and I'm out of 45 dolla and I now have a cheap ass uniform.

So.....

You tell Me.....

Truth?

or

Scam????


I say.....Scam.   I don't expect to hear from anyone come tomorrow night.

Crazy ass World out there.

All "I" Want

All I want....is Love.

Not...Man's Love.

I want....God's Love.

All I want is Peace.

Not...Man's Peace.

I want...God's Peace.

All I want....is to Live.

All I want...is to Live.

Not Man's Life.

I want...to Live...for God.

All I want...is to Understand.

Not Man's Knowledge.

I want...to Learn the Knowledge given to Me...by the Most High.

All I want....is to have a Home.

Not Man's Home of Wood and Stone.

I want...a Home with He..who created Me.
I want...to Live in His Soul

And the Light of His Love...to Shine around Me.

All I want.

All I need.

Is the Love of the One True God.

Allah.

Emanuel C. 11/6/10